Wednesday, March 6, 2013 2:01 AM

Pentool selection is really not doing any favours for my eyesight,nor my neck.
I keep squinting at the computer, even though the image is zoomed in like 300%... And my neck kinda aches now.
Im still absolutely horrible at the pentool. Most likely because I've done absolutely no practice on it before.Hardly,anyway.

I have...25 more days to get a portfolio together, and pray hard that I get in. I've hardly done anything,and sometimes I just can't find any sort of motivation to fuel me. And sometimes I panic quietly in my brain because 25 DAYS how can I possibly finish? I don't even have enough ideas for artwork(what passes as artwork at least ._.) to fit in the requirements.

I need more faith,I need more faith in myself even though I really can't draw well, or even come up with convincingly good artwork. I HAVE to try, and hope for the best, because I don't want to feel regret in the future.