Saturday, March 2, 2013 2:25 AMWell,today was the release of A-level results aka Doomsday as I've been calling it in my texts to friends. The world didn't end though.

My thoughts on my results,you ask?
I actually did better than I initially expected, really. I got the A for Math I REALLY REALLY wanted.All those Saturdays going back to school/staying back after school for remedial wasn't wasted yay ^^ The rest of my subjects...I wasn't expecting much really. Am (really quite)pleased about my B for Lit and GP though! :* My essay for GP was so so so bad,that I thought I'd get a D for it but...maybe my Paper 2 helped! And I've nearly always gotten S/U for Lit in school,so yay ^_^

I did do pretty badly for Geog and Econs,but........
I GOT A FOR MATH OMG SO HAPPY. Am really super grateful to Mrng and Guosheng ^_____^

Wondering whether to apply for NTU ADM,cause its like the only way I can pursue design and stuff I want to do in a local uni, if not my parents will have to spend tons of money sending me overseas D:
Firstly though,I need to submit a portfolio that requires me to DRAW. I cannot draw,oh man,what to do?
:/ Realised the bad thing about me is that a lot of the time I don't even want to try something because of fear of a bad outcome.
I should try right? Y'know,go after whatever it is I want

I do have other considerations though:Im afraid that even if I get in,what if I can't cope??? I know there'll be core modules like drawing in the first year,and well..........I don't know. >< What if I can't make it in ADM?
What if,what if,what if......